Bob Gossom
Note: This poem was written shortly before the birth of my oldest daughter
What's true
in this warm and rowing
cave I move
I see quite far despite
the darkness
The light I feel is
strange to this tightness
and constriction growing
in me
I moved once so freely
all around danced and wound
and close, too; close I was
until now those times
seem so distant as I move
in this warm bay
There is life –
All around me I feel it
I see the sparks and
the glow
that soon, that inside me, that . . .
There are times
when I dream
of air surrounding me
and I laugh
with my heart
and the ones I love
I touch
and know I'm loving
Each day I live
I learn to wait
To wait alone
with this life
all around me
So distant
in this warm way
knowing
in the same way
waiting
for the one day
for the one day soon